Smash 18

As i went on and on..i felt spiritually drained...only consulted with my spiritual buddy lancaster..hahax..most of the time..we consulted with both..though..we disagree at times...we would consult the man up there..for some intervention.

My trainees POP lo!
Thank god..i finished 1 course with much ease..on the Nov14..i was spreading the news to my 'lovable' trainees..to 'operation delta sierra'..meaning operation daniel shim..well..perhaps holy spirit was already hinting me..that it may become 'whisky sierra' anyway..stands for 'wei siang'..so..i prepared for the worst..i wore my direst clothes..n nv bring my elctronic gadgets with me..as..we wer about to 'water parade'..the trainees crowded round me n daniel..and i anticipated the attack...thankfully they aimed at daniel..

For awhile, i was freely standing away from harm's way..noone touched me..or rather poured water on me..then came tht undivided attention from guojie'the new intr'..and he gave chase on the poor me..imagine..a 8min40sec runner against a 9min50sec...stats shows it all..i was rounded up by my trainees..
and they poured a series of warm n ice cld water on me...pengx...so much for their creativity..at the end..i passed my detachment a box of delfi chocs...hahax..and they gave me a card..which i believe is much more memorable than anyting else..yepx..

During POP, there were much elation in this joyous occassion..thank god for helping me through the course..in everyting..influencing them to be gd sgts..and also..to push their limits..and also..being a mediator between a squabble..which HS guided me well.

Nov 16
Lan jioed to buy books..which i tot less of it..coz..i was thinking it might just be really lousy bks...bt when i went thr..it turned out to be..reli gd bk..which i like alot..eg like 'joel osteen'..btw..hes a pastor of lakewood church in usa.plus michael e gerber's 'the e myth:manager...wee...all at $8..amazing..!if only i own a bkstore too...why not huh...shall look for reliable suppliers soon..lolx..and chat up with sum matured dudes..

Finished reading richard branson
am so happy to read finish his biography..and so encouraged by his book..bt..though..at times..i would detest of the style he writes it..but..the spirit of the entrepreneurial zeal stays deeply rooted in me..i juz wanna be like him...diversify the businesses..Lord.help me!..work through and in me,let your will be done..Hallelujah!

Today
i bought afew more books today...tempted..by adam khoo and a branding bk..lolx..shh..pls dun tell my mum kx..else shes gonna kill me..ahhhx!..quiet...lan asked me..y i siao ah..buy so many bks...i answered:books are my psp!..deep huh..lolx.

Lord..help me through the smash 18 campaign..and work n motivate them to their limits..help me Father.

Miracles Happen

Am so blessed by the recent happenings in my CG...wow...so awe by its grandeur act...God works!...
If one truly understand Romans 8:31..there wont be any more backsliders...last wk.i had one guy..anthony was water bapted..am so glad..!..yays...his name is ezekiel...halfway through..jovin called me..and ask..'yo siang,wadz anthony's bapt name ahx..i rushing down nw..muz rite him a card'..hahax..'ezekiel'..'what!..same as mine...wa lau..'


hahax..den i went back home with ritch...we were chatting away..and..i lamented...'eh..u got realised.michael's getting more n more extroverted..He's so blessed by his sheperd that could reli influence in deep into his life.Am so encouraged by his soon-to-be life transformation.'...

nxt up..Jeremy..which the last previous mth..hasnt reli be talking engaging stuff.sumhw..bt the spirit..manage to talk more n more revelant stuff to us..praise God..am so encouraged by these minor stuff..which affirmed me once more..God is so real!..

Activities i had over the past month..
-Praise God for HS guidance to settle a squabble between my trainees..
-Attended Advance Leadership camp.
-Daniel lent me his programming Textbook(training to be a programmer!)..lolx..
-Ytd Jey prayed for me!...im so touched...he outta blue jz pray for me lehx..(*hint..my eyes got a lil wet)
-And john video-ed me walking down a escalator going upwards.lolx..i look so toot.
-Found my one true calling(singing)..!..wahahax,bt it may be a drudgery to many,pavaroti style
-Know so much more leaders thru Advance camp.
-i just landed on xiaoying's blog..saw kaitlyn..!my goodness...her semi finals performance is extremely cute..lolx!.

Coming up..
-nxt wk i got outfield for my trainees


Do pray for me peeps..yeax..

Sorry..its been so long

my com got some long-termed illness...well..now..its kicking well and alive again..to serve its master for one sole purpose-Designing..yays

in between this 6 weeks so much stuff has happened..God was driving behind..pushing me..all long..hahax..i went to 2 seminars just last month..and btw...im taking my trainees liaox..lovable lot...and sum tried to mimic me for sum of my espression...hahax...cheeky arses..

Over this 6 wks...God worked in my..at times..felt barren...but.he push me...chided me at times thru .. ...recently i expressed my feeling....felt o much beta liaox..yupx..though..mayb not meant to be bahx..hahax..i promised God.i'll never be overwhelmed with emotions...else..i cant do my pastoral and ministry well enuff..yupx..thank god for the courage and strength u planted in me..your little one..

An exihilirating experience

Last wk..my cg got another rededicate!..wee.valerie..hahax,from ruiming!..reli encouraged by Him.. halfway through the sermon..i asked her..bout her background..den i told ritchie'..err shes a backslider..will tell her during the alter call..'

den..he replied..'tell her gently bah'..i was like huh..how..?..whisper ah?..hahax..by grace that i will tell her gently bahx..my first time(thats not my friend)..telling a female during the alter call...was super nervous..

hahx..praise God for her receptivity..wohooo..hahax.ytd..i kinda encountered a rude shock from a friend..wah..i got reli stunned for quite a while manx..jialat,words cant explain it..lolx..told ritchie bout it...and he nv fails to give me rational advise..which i would surely abide to..!

Stay tuned to Christwithin99.9fm

i was listening to the radio...apparently to kill boredom that lurked deeply around me...den this tinkling feeling came to me...why are radio stations all for secular ones!!...cant we come and set up a christian radio network...Solely for that one purpose-HIM.

imagine...think along with me guys...the days you're spiritually down..the times when u cant get yourself up..you switched on the radio..and..walah!'Stay tuned to Christwithin99.9fm..up next..Come Home Running by Chris Tomlin.'...

woo..its gonna be so cool!..in Singapore too..people can call them..feedback on problems..get spiritually charged on the move..in the car...bathing,slping,running..wee..den the radio station DJ is just like the same ones in perfect10,98.7..so on...but only that they need to be committed christian.

Lord..wow wow!...you planted this thought in me!...

i believe this can be done..

Blogging from office

my very first time blogging from my khatib weapon office. been some time since i last blogged!hahax..its so cool here,though at times seems really bored..

Attending CLC2 lately,with my buddy lanny(lancaster)..Fun..!.eye-opener for me as im pretty stuck with ideas to grow my cg..and charge them up for another hill.
Ive got so much to sae..so much to update but i dunno whatta say..

1st:my product samples are ready!...yes ah!..hhaax..God been great..in bad and good times..

2nd:i wan go for the conference..at airport boulevard..well..hope its not another business marketing schemes again...but..it seems high class..hahax..can take this opportunity to network!...Anybody can pei wo mah!free admission de

3rd:I wanna watch 'the mummy'..looks nice...exciting..hopefull nxt wk?..

4th:...hoping to go out with big arse soon!..hahax..woi arse..be free leh...

5th:i just cant wait..im so excited..my heart's pumping..for what God's gonna take me to..!..reli a exihilrating ride on the marketplace!...

6th:Grow my cg!...charge my men(just like a section commander in the army)..which i like the duty alot..Push them beyond their capabilities..glorify God to their fullest capacity..

i rewatched 200 pounds beauty

well...the show is nice.hahax..Kim Ah Jung is pretty...really pretty in fact(my dream girlfriend)..but the show..reli showed me sth from another perspective..To remain humble amidst popularity..

the movie was comical to a certain extent...but..it addressed a social problem..vanity..hahax..at times..i do feel insecure about my looks too..ya...but..hahax..very funny leh..as much as i want to look good...God says not to pursue material happiness...so..yea..hahax.

aiya..all in all...Ah Jung very pretty lahx..i reli was wondering leh...Who God will put into my life as my future partner..Tasha wld be a gd choice huh..lolx..jus kidding..but..ya..i reli wanna see it become reli God glorifying...mus also be pretty lahx :p opps,but reli depends on God's plan for me..but..i reli hope for her to be independent...strong in God.hpreferably have the same vision as me..to do biz..though its not reli mandatory..hahax..but..its reli cool to see 2 souls together..sharing common interest n vision for God..
i just a moment ago went with jansen yiquan and john for swimming..hahax.was fun..i sawm alot..but.now..im pretty tired le..i even swam 50m in the deep water...was reli gasping for breathe..we reli had a good time bonding together as a CT..wee!..

I went to watch RED CLIFF the previous day..despite the fact i heard alot of bad review on it..but ok leh..i saw it like quite nice..only the ending abit too adrupt for my liking..ahhax..Lin Chiling..ok leh..not my type..hahax..it was abit lame at certain parts of the show..hahax..for the time being..im yearning for the show 'mad about english'..a movie obviously ridiculing mainland chinese for their funny accented english.ahahax.

ytd..i went to print my samples..$100+ abit painful..but..my decision is clear..Mark 5:36..and i saw a very beautiful laptop!..hahax..from compaq..3920..for only $1300...3gb ddr2 ram..
160gb.bluetooth..windows vista home premium..plus alot more..quite gd mahx..e aesthetics also quite nice..hahax...tempted liaox lahx!..BUT..HM..I SHALL NOT BE TEMPTED...haha.mayb after army or my biz picks up den buy..lolx..preferbly it'd come in handy

Am i willing...

It struck a deep chrod in my heart..the sentence screamed at me..in the book 'divine moments for leaders' it said...to cehck if you really love God ,you have to ask yourself if you're willing to give up EVERYTHING...and do God's will...
and..i asked myself tht..and..reli..i cldn't bare...*sinned..it means.leaving my future spouse..?..my family?..my lovely bro of mine...?..wah..my heart condition cldnt take tht..

it shows sth...im not loving God enuff..i took a step further in a bid to learn to love God more...i borrow a much awaited bk..'Mother Teresa-come be my light'...i reli admire her spirit...was reli overwhelmed by her love for God..
And..i can attest to one thing...Mother Teresa is cheeky too!..hahax..if most of her many love letters to God..she'd usually sign of with ..'your little one'

in another..'If you could know how happy I am..as jesus' little spouse.No one not even those who are enjoying some happiness which in the world seems perfect, could i envy,because i am enjoying my complete happiness, even when i suffer something for my beloved spouse..'
and mind you..i was in e bus reading this bk jz now back home..and i almost burst out laughing..'jesus little spouse'...hahax

but this truly examplifies how much her longing for God..her true happiness..
it reli puts me in the spot where..i realise..how she manage to garner so much courage to follow her calling...her burden..where...i sometimes feel lacking..tht fear in me..something grows into doubt..Doubting God's strenght..

i was listening to the song..'awesome God'...simple yet ministering in its meaning..and..i was praying in tongue on the bus...!..lolx..i dun dare if others tink im mad...i dun care..coz..i only want God to noe..im chatting wif him..

My calling
its been so long...as i met countless ppl...and told them of my convictions to start a biz...ive marvelled manay because of my relentless pursuit..ive manage to put myself in good position..getting little hints from God...but..i lack tht courage...which been stopping me at times..
Mark 5:36-.....dont be afraid.Just believe. is wad i wanna put forth today's lengthy blog of mine..i've so much in mind...Thank God specifically for Jason(jovin's cg)..for helping me so much in my website..hahax..Thank God for daniel for teaching me stuff..and also..God..for working in me all this while...i'll make it happen..thru you!..

I was so dumb...Pray for me to have more wisdom

Well..i was so dumb...seriously...hahax..i booked in on tuesday morning..in a haste..apparently..i was almost late..hence..i packed my bag by dumping everything into it..hahax..and..ytd..while i was bathing..i realised sth...
nono...dun anyhow tink r u...ive still got my clothes...i've got my shower foams n creams ready..but..i forgot my towel!!...dumbie...so..i was reli hesitating..hahax..i feel like not bathing at all..mayb jz wash my face thts all..
but..hahax..i jz cant tahan...was pretty sticky liaox..so..i decided..jz bathe..den use the new clothes dry myself..den..after bathing..i quickly chao back to my bunk and go under the fan to dry myself..yeax..lolx

ok...enuff of my dumbness...lets put a new perspective to my life...was readin on the 'divine moments for leaders'..i felt it was reli essential for me..as a new leader of a CG...this book affirms my passion..and my calling...it fills me in deeply...and encourage me to walk even faster...and..pull others together..A God-led entreprise leader...yea boy..the book says[when God gives you a specific calling,it fills your thoughts and gives you the passion to pursue it wholeheartedly.]
Humble in nature...Strong in Character..Influential in the marketplace..i'll fullfill my core

I will perservere on overcoming adversity.To see my vision into reality.And to glorify God to the fullest capacity.

Had a super blessed week!

was really blessed in manay areas of my life...3 testimonies in a week..imagine...
1)my camp pass together with my saf IC almost got lost as i was rushing back to my building from another to attend my mandatory last parade..and..somehow..the clip stayed in place..but the holder dropped out...was really anxious...really scared...its like..i need to make police reports..plus..$100 fine...plus 6extra duty!!..me and my mates scoured the place for it...we went pass our running route trice..
Thank God for daniel...coz...he somehow by grace..found my pass..which we walked past 3 times..madness...really..thank you lord..

2)We were rushing for our friday deadline..and i was really stressed..my friends can attest to tis claim...been burning away my weekends for the last few weeks..so...wasnt really pleased..thoughwe never really finished it...my staff told us he'd take over from there...really tank god...else..we might waste away our wkends again...!

3)my dad found a job!..after mths of being jobless..hes my family sole bread winner...so..er..finanacially..really quite dependent on him..


ytd at ritchie's dmm...had this verse that really striked deeply into me...
Ignoring what they said,Jesus told the synagogue ruler,"Don't be afraid,just believe'[Mark 5:36]
sometimes..no matter how much a trust God..there's this tinge of fear..fear of losing the money for business...fear of not getting the desired sale amount...fear of many many things..this verse taught me...trust in him..innocently...not blindly..innocently meaning,do not worry about other things

God-led business leader...i would perserverence on overcoming adversity...to see my vision into reality..and glorify God to my fullest capacity..

This is my new blog

wee...ive got a blogspot blog..been using the multiply bog for a few years now...lazy to change...now since got the time..so make full use of it...but..the skin is..lolx..will do sum refurnishings soon!..

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